Thursday, September 29, 2011

Stress in. Stress out.

Stress in. Stress out.
Thats all these days are about.
Stress in. Stress out.
Stress seeps in. It spills out.
Before I can figure out what all this stress is about.
My minds so cluttered, My pen seems to stutter.
My fingers twitch as I try to sit still
My pen clicks when my mind goes blank.
Hoping to stir up my words
to get all the stress out before the stress gets in.
Sleepless nights make it a bigger fight.
To not let all this stress in before my pen helps get the stress out.

I wrote this at work the other day. Life can be very stressful and the fact that I work at a stressful job doesn't really help out. I deal with angry people all the time. Sometime it stress me out. Its not really like i have no food tomorrow kind of stress. its more like Emotional stress of people anger being tossed at you without any thought. I'm really shocked over the things that set people off. Everyones different and everyone has different points. I just realize to not get so angry at someone whos not at fault. I've been walking everyday in the morning and that seems to help out with any extras stress i have.
Moving on.
things have been good. Work keeps me really busy. Kaleighs been in pre-school. she loves it. collins a handful and is into everything. Life is good.
This video is kinda how i feel right now. yep. Thats all for now. the video is just the cover of the album.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

a little life update. Things have been so crazy.
Kaleigh started Preschool! she loves it. but sometimes you can tell she would rather stay home and not go.
it seems like we been having a lot of interesting life experiences. First off my husband taho broke down so we were a one car family for One week. And lets just say I've never been so happy to get that car back up and running. we had to wake the kids up to take kevin to work at 5am then kevin would have to take them to pick me up at 10pm almost every day. it was crazy and I'm just happy that is over.
I work 50 hours this week! YAY over time. I'm pretty excited to see my next check. Works kinda stressful some days because some people get really upset over things they shouldnt be. Of course some people have a right to be angery.
 Every one in the family has a cold  (or allergies not sure which) and the kids went to the doctor and got shots yesterday. He said he thought it was both allergies and a cold.
I'm trying to lose my baby weight I have from collin..  That's going ok. lost a few ponds the past week or so... I'm really hoping to get back to the weight I was before kaleigh. I walk almost every day so that's really helping I'm not on a "diet" but I just watch what I eat and trying to eat things that are better  for me. I'll keep ya guys updated if I reach my goal.
I've been so crazy busy I just don't even know where else to go with this. So its just a little up date.  Hopefully I will post more later this month.